在某些只要超过十几个人的场合,尤其是叫作“会议”的场合,又尤其是与文学有关的场合,特别是需要我以“文学教师爷”名义“讲经论道”的场合,我至少有近十年拒绝参与了。说到原因,至少有那么几条:一条是我在本校的讲台上或校外的讲座上,以及貌似“正式”的讲话中,所说的话几十年加在一起,总量绝对达到天文数字,我累了,厌了。一条是颇多重复,成了老生常谈,再无新意,其中的废话也太多了,连我本人都时时有自愧之 In some occasions where there are more than a dozen people, especially those called “conferences,” and especially those related to literature, it is especially necessary for me to speak in the name of “literary teacher” Road “occasions, I refuse to participate in at least ten years. Speaking of reasons, there are at least a few of them: one is that I have put together decades of lectures or lectures outside my school and seemingly ”official Numbers, I’m tired, tired of it. One is a lot of repetition, has become a cliché, no more new ideas, of which nonsense too much, and even I myself have always been ashamed of