2000年那个“黑色的七月”始终没给我带来一丝阳光,当别人带着荣耀,顶着光环,昂首阔步迈进大学时,我则怀着一种复杂的心情成了华中农业大学文法学院的一名自考生,在黯然伤神中我的脚步多了一些徬徨, 我的眼神多了几丝不安,心里压着比同龄人更多的愧疚和自卑。社会、家庭、亲人、朋友、同学……一切来自外界的眼光,不管是期盼, 还是不屑,都化为一道重重的壳。我像蜗牛一样,背负着沉重而坚硬的大山,艰难地往前爬行,但在我 In 2000, “Black July” never gave me a glimmer of sunshine, and when others walked into college with glory, dazzling aura, I went into a complicated mood and became a man of law school of Huazhong Agricultural University One from the candidates, in the sadness of my footsteps a little more stupid, my eyes a little restless, my heart depressed more than their peers guilty and inferiority. Society, family, relatives, friends, classmates ... All eyes from the outside world, whether hope or disdain, are turned into a heavy shell. I like a snail, carrying a heavy and hard mountain, crawling hard forward, but in me