在我的童年生活中,给我留下深刻印象的,除了饥饿和孤独,还有就是恐惧了。我出生在一个闭塞落后的乡村,在那里一直长到21岁才离开。那个地方直到上世纪80年代才有了电,在有电之前,只能用油灯和蜡烛照明。蜡烛是奢侈品,只有在春节这样的重大节日才点燃,平常的日子里,只能用油灯照明。在很长一段时间里,煤油要凭票供应,而且价格昂贵,因此油灯也不是随便可以点燃的。在那些岁月里,每到夜晚,村子里 Impressed me in my childhood, there is fear aside from hunger and loneliness. I was born in an obscured village, where I stayed until I was 21. That place did not have electricity until the 1980s, before lighting it with oil lamps and candles. Candles are luxuries, and only ignite in such a major festival as the Spring Festival. In ordinary days, they can only be illuminated with oil lamps. For a long time, kerosene was supplied by ticket and it was expensive, so the oil lamp was not just lightly ignited. In those years, every night, in the village