命运多舛那年我差点自杀1994年3月12日,在洛阳一家小厂当焊工的我被宣布下岗。那一年,我才30出头。更让人痛苦的是,下岗后在一家酒店当服务员的妻子,在感情上开始对我明显疏远,尤其是她被调到公关部后,常常半夜三更才进家门,有时还满嘴酒气。半年后,她终于跟一位经常“应酬”的广东老板走了,说是被高薪聘请当“秘书”。从那时起,我和女儿相依为命。那段时间,女儿少言寡语,目光无神,性情孤僻。我用了 In the year of my fate, I nearly committed suicide. On March 12, 1994, I was announced to be laid off at a small factory in Luoyang. That year, I was in my early 30s. What is even more painful is that the wife of a waitress in a hotel after being laid off began to emotionally alienate me. Especially after she was transferred to the Public Relations Department, she often entered the house at midnight and was sometimes full of alcohol. Six months later, she finally walked with a Guangdong boss who was often “entertained” and said that he was hired as a “secretary”. Since then, my daughter and I have each other. During that time, her daughter whispered, eyes stared, and apathy. I used