在普通小学教了十七年书后,沾着一大堆荣誉证书的光,我调进了市里的重点小学。我自以为入行得道早,积累了一些教学经验,而立之后就有自主教学的愿望和信心,想按照自己的理想施教。年届不惑,反觉诸多困惑,烦恼似乎也越来越多。我在人们的心目中已不再是优秀教师,大家背地说我是“盛名之下,其实难副”。 After teaching 17 years of ordinary primary school, stained with a lot of honorary certificates of light, I transferred to the city's key primary schools. Since I thought I had learned well, I accumulated some teaching experience, and after standing I had the desire and confidence of self-teaching and wanted to teach according to my own ideals. Years are not puzzled, anti-conspiracy a lot of confusion, troubles seem to be more and more. I am no longer a good teacher in people's minds. Everyone stubbornly says that I am “famous and in fact hard to be a deputy.”