不谅解自己庞清明我时常为内心的焦灼燃烧、追赶、掏空，茶饭不香、行卧不安。我想这就是痛苦。再过几个月，我就义无反顾地跨进第三十道门槛了。古人云：三十而立。而我还在为出版诗集犹豫不决，为结不结婚瞻前顾后，为“下海”赚钱还是“上山”码字心事彷徨。我多么希望... Do not understand myself Pang Ching Ming I often anxious burning, chasing, emptied, tea is not fragrant, restless. I think this is pain. In a few months, I crossed the thirtieth threshold without hesitation. Ancients said: thirty stand. And I’m still hesitating to publish poems, for the sake of ending up married, for the “sea” or “up the mountain” code words distracted. How I wish ...