记得小时候妈妈常说:孩子,你属牛的,性格暴躁但心地善良,感情细腻却不擅表达,就象那长着两只大犄角的牛儿一般,外表看似坚强,内心有时却柔弱无比。知女莫若母,妈说的不错,我就是这样的,遇到开心的事,会高兴地跳起来,遇到不顺心的事,会闷闷不乐,遇到伤心的事,一任眼泪在脸上肆意地流淌,可以说,我是一位性情中人,脸上永远写满了内心的悲欢喜乐。虽已年届不惑,但望着镜中额前日益增多的白发,想到这些年一路走来的不易,想想同龄人的无忧无虑,有时不免顿生伤感之情,最近这样的心情一直伴随着我,仿佛解不开的结,越解越紧。年轻时,因丈夫远在大连部队服役,结婚6年多,我们一直过着两地分居的日子,一年之中仅有一个多月待在一起,此间我一直带着年幼的孩子租房住在城 I remember my childhood mother often said: child, you are cattle, the character of temper but good-hearted, delicate feelings but not good at expression, like that with two large horns of the bull, the appearance seems strong, but sometimes extremely weak heart . Mom knows the mother, mom said good, I was like that, in the face of happy things, will be happy to jump up, encounter a problem, will be depressed, met a sad thing, a tear in the face wantonly Flowing, it can be said, I am a man of nature, his face always filled with inner joys and sorrows. Although the annual session is not confused, but looking at the mirror before the growing number of white hair, think of these years along the way is not easy, think about their peers carefree, and sometimes can not afford to hurt, the recent feeling Has been with me, as if the solution is not open knot, the more the more the more tight solution. When I was young I was living with my husband in Dalian for more than 6 years and we had been living apart for more than a month in a year. I’ve been renting a room with young children In the city