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2000年开始的时候,我上高二。那时候总觉得自己很忙,要忙着应付功课,忙着在学校里胡闹,忙着看日本漫画,忙着早恋或者帮别人早恋。偶尔,也想想万一考不上大学该怎么办——不过我生性乐观,总觉得不会考不上的,对未来灿烂的想象总是让人激动,顾不上去想不好的事情,其实后来才弄清楚,灿烂的并不是未来本身,只不过是我对未来的幻觉。我长大的故乡是个暗沉的工业城市。那个时候我讨厌它。我觉得它闭塞,冷漠,没有艺术,没有生机,所以我想要离开它,走得远远的。因为年少无知,所以理所当然地觉得我的人生应该更美好些,既然想要美好的人生,那么总
When I started in 2000, I was sophomore. At that time always feel busy, busy with homework, busy in school nonsense, busy watching manga, busy puppy love or help others puppy love. Occasionally, I also think about what to do if I can not pass the university exam - but I am naturally optimistic, I always feel that I will not pass the test. I am always excited about the brilliant future imagination. It was only later that I was able to make it clear that the brilliant one was not the future itself but merely my illusion of the future. My hometown grew up as a dull industrial city. At that time I hate it. I think it is closed, indifferent, no art, no vitality, so I want to leave it, go far. Because of young ignorance, so take for granted that my life should be better, since you want a better life, then the total