我总是一个人独来独往,拒绝一切的交往。除了上班之外,我几乎从来不出门,我每天的生活就是上班、下班、回家、吃饭、睡觉、有时也会给自己写信。但我很少与人谈笑,每当有人想和我谈话的时候,我就会很怕,想去逃避。我得了严重的自闭症,这一切与我爱的他有关。刚认识的时候,他的野蛮还完全被温柔包裹着。那时的 I always alone, refuse all contacts. Apart from going to work, I almost never go out, my daily life is to work, get off work, go home, eat, sleep, and sometimes write to myself. But I seldom talk to people, whenever I want to talk with me, I will be afraid, want to escape. I got serious autism, all of which I love him. When he first met, his brutality was also completely wrapped in gentleness. at that time