我没有再继续把那封信读下去,因为我感到有些恶心。妈妈没有得心脏病。妈妈没有去世。妈妈一直都活着。爸爸骗了我。我苦苦思索着是否还有其他解释,但我一个也想不出来。接着,我就根本无法思考了,因为我的大脑已经一片混乱。我觉得头晕眼花,好像房间正在左右摇晃,又好像我站在一栋非常高的大楼楼顶,而大楼正被一阵强风吹得前后晃动。但我知道房间不可能是在前后晃动,所以一定是我的脑子里出了什么问题。我倒在床上,身体缩成 I did not continue reading the letter because I felt a little sick. Mom does not have a heart attack. Mom did not die. Mother has always been alive. Dad lied to me. I wonder whether there are other explanations, but I can not think of it either. Then I could not think because my brain was already messy. I feel dizzy, as if the room is shaking around, and it seems as if I am standing on the roof of a very tall building that is shaking by a strong wind. But I know that the room can not be shaken back and forth, so it must have been a problem in my mind. I fell in bed, shrinking body