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时间对人的损害,最主要的不是衰老。有些时候,衰老也可能意味着丰富—一百过记忆达到的幻觉的丰富。对于我这样的人,时间剥夺的不仅是生命的长度,它迫使我向大家都认可的生活的默认值看齐,被迫接受我们只有同一个现实时空。而在二十年前,除了和大家共有的现实,我还有个不为人知的头脑中的现实。更多的时候,我不是活在现实世界,我隐居在自己头脑的幽密处。……我到县城读书,尤其读初一后,现实空间进一步萎缩,读书的意义被进一步放大。朋友减少,课余时间减
Time damage to people, the most important thing is not aging. In some cases, aging can also mean enriching - the illusion of being over a hundred memories. For people like me, not only is the length of life deprived of time, it compels me to align with the default values of life accepted by all, and is forced to accept that we have only one reality and time. And twenty years ago, in addition to the reality that I shared with all of you, I still had an unknown mind in reality. More often, I do not live in the real world, I live in seclusion in my mind. ... I went to the county to study, especially after the first day of study, the space for realism shrank further and the meaning of reading was further magnified. Less friends, after school time minus