17岁时,买了一本帕斯卡尔的《思想录》。置于枕边,怀着对作者无比崇拜之情,细细阅读,但读不太懂。于是,这本书便被我放于书架上,就此闲置。27岁时,重读这本书。受人生阅历所限,依然觉得它离我非常遥远,是我无法进入的世界。37岁时,三读这本书,此许品出了一些味道。帕斯卡尔在这本书里说:“人是怎么样的虚幻啊!是怎么样的奇特、怎么样的怪异、怎么样的混乱、怎么样的一个矛盾主体、怎样的奇观啊。既是一切事物的审判官,又是地上的蠢才;既是真理的储藏所,又是不确定与错误的渊薮,是宇宙的光荣而兼垃圾。他要求伟大,而又看到自己渺小;他要求幸福,而又看到自己可悲;他要求完美,而又看到自己充满着缺陷;他要求能成为别人爱慕与尊崇的对象,而又看到自己的缺点只配别人的憎恶与鄙视。”是 At the age of 17, bought a Pascal’s “thought record.” Placed in the pillow, with great worship of the author of love, read carefully, but do not understand. So, I placed the book on my bookshelf and left it idle. At age 27, read this book. Restricted by the experience of life, still think it is very far away from me, I can not enter the world. When I was 37 years old, I read the book for three times. Pascal said in the book: “What a man is like unreal ah! What is strange, how strange, how kind of confusion, what kind of contradictory subject, what kind of wonders ah. Judge, who is also a fool on earth, is both a repository of truth, a source of uncertainty and error, a glory of the universe and a junk of garbage. He demands greatness and sees himself as insignificant; he asks for happiness, He saw himself sad; he demanded perfection, but saw himself full of defects; he demanded to become the object of admiration and reverence for others, but to see their own shortcomings only with other people’s disgust and despise. ”