穆兰说出这句话,心里突然一下子清明起来,一辈子的苦难总算有了个交代。回到屋里。刮几个洋芋,暮色就四面合围拢来。没想到几十年了,龚玥又回来一趟,这么珠光宝气的,年轻时可没自己漂亮。还带来麦凯德的信。没想到麦凯德一辈子没结婚,还记挂自己,想想都好笑。只是迪子和穆云没讯息,卢化没讯息。也没么子打紧,自己在这里等着,也不定等得到么子讯息,但得等,等到么时候就等到么时候,不管么样的日子,太阳总是东升西落,月亮总是圆了又缺,没边没际的。这样想着,看看天上,满天星星眨巴着眼睛,想到明天不管是晴是雨,都得把穆迈坟上的草打理一下了。这孩子,坟头上的青草一年四季黝黑黝黑的,又厚又密,和他妈一样,一脑壳的黑头发。 Moullan said these words, my heart suddenly suddenly clear up, life’s suffering finally have a account. Back to the house. Scrape a few potato, surrounded by twilight on all sides. Did not expect a few decades, and Gong Yue came back trip, so jeweled, not young when he was pretty. Also brought McCay’s letter. I did not expect McCain life never married, but also remember myself, think about all funny. Only Dizi and Mu Yun no message, Lu no message. They also waited, waited for no message, but waited until the time when the sun would always rise and fall and the moon would always be round Missing, boundless. Think of this, look at the sky, sky stars blinking eyes, think of tomorrow whether it is sunny or rain, have to Mu Mei grave grass care about it. The child, the grass on the grave, was dark and thick throughout the year, thick and dense, like the black hair of a skull.