母亲生前最希望于我的,一是上大学,做个“公家人”;二是加入党组织,做个好党员。为了母亲希望的这两件事,我整整奋斗了50年。我清楚记得:1961年,正在上高一的我从学校回来,兴冲冲地把我在学校加入共青团的消息告诉了母亲。可母亲听 My mother most want to live in my life, one to college, be a “public body ”; the second is to join the party organization, be a good party member. For the two things my mother hoped for, I struggled for 50 years. I clearly remember: In 1961, I was returning from school as a freshman and excitedly told my mother about my joining the Communist Youth League at school. Mother can listen